My work has been highlighted in a Holiday Gift Guide on a highly acclaimed website, and I am so pleased. The author was so complimentary in her highly descriptive manner in which she described my work, and it pleases me greatly that she is appreciative of my art. Please take a peek.
That she is my daughter makes it even more pleasing to me. That she would take the time to do this when she is so busy with deadlines for articles and boocoos (sp) of other things is a statement of love, and I know that.
Studying humility lately has me thinking. I'm like a muscle in training. Before muscles can be built they have to be torn down so they can be rebuilt properly. Did you know that? I think that's why you get so sore when you first begin an exercise program. Which reminds me....I've not been on the elliptical machine in over a month. Gads!
All that tearing down and then building up and feeling so good about myself and now it's all to do over again because I'm not feeling so good about myself right now. I have overeaten and feel like a bloated pregnant toad! Picture that. So, it's only about 5 pounds, but picture a 5 pound jar of Crisco and that's not a pretty picture. This week is not a week to start anything. The only thing I'm concentrating on is Lisa's surgery on Thursday. But once that is behind us, and she is mending, I must get back to my daily exercise and healthy eating. I'm not going to whip myself over it.
Back to the humility thing. Does it please you to hear compliments on something that you have done? Does it inspire you to continue...perhaps even try harder to make whatever you are doing better than before? Does it help your self-esteem? Is that pride? And is it wrong? Hmmmmm....
Perhaps it's wrong if you grow smug about it...to be prideful. I could never be smug...too many self doubts for that. If you know from whence it came, and I certainly do.....I don't do what I do by myself. Sometimes I have to wait for guidance from above before I can finish something, and I think it's patience training. (I still have training wheels on.) Mary and Joseph began in my mind a year before I really even started on them.
Now, back to my analogy of the muscle, the tearing down, the building up....the continuing. I think true pride, the harmful kind, comes when you think you have reached the pinnacle and stop. When you think you are complete and you stop and become smug....and you think you will stay where you stopped. Doesn't work that way...you must keep working, learning, building because when you stop you immediately start going down hill. Think about the muscle. Hmmmm..........Gee. All of that is true in many aspects of life...huh?
Well, kind of fragmented. I started back to work today for my 6 week twice a year part time job. Maybe I feel a bit fragmented.
Since modest and lowly are synonyms for humble, I think I'm okay. I'm humble but I really do appreciate that great write up I got in the Holiday Gift Guide!!
Hugs and warm wishes to all of you!!
Practicing
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